2012 Was a HUGE learning year for me. I started a blog, finished my personal coaching course and qualified with honours, I started a company, I learnt how to set up a website from scratch and so the list continues. Looking back now, I was destined to achieve ... it was, after all, my word for 2012. Part of my learning, as I continue my personal journey to find my inner Goddess, was having a tarot reading for the first time ever. I had always been curious about Tarot and my "sister-of-the-heart" treated me to one in the last quarter of 2012. I took away a number of valuable lessons and thoughts.
The one, however, that stood out the most for me was ... "Surrender and Release". After telling me how I have a tendency to bottle everything up inside and causing myself unnecessary extra stress, I needed to find a way to surrender my worries, fears, anxieties and troubled thoughts and release them to the Divine. "Wow!", I thought, "I've never thought of it that way. Maybe I could give it a try and see how it goes." At this point, I should tell you that I suffer from insomnia when I bottle things up ... doesn't take a genius to figure out why. So I went home, and that night as I was ending my prayers, I tacked on to the end "Please take these worries, fears, anxieties and troubled thoughts from me as I surrender and release them into your safekeeping." It was said with meaning and intent, and let me tell you it worked!
In recent weeks, I have been introspective. I've looked back on 2012 to reflect on all that has been, come and gone. What I have learned; and how I can use these lessons going forward. That's when it hit me! What if I took time to work through the issues I have that keep me trapped in this overweight body and "surrender and release" them to my Divine? This is an issue I have grappled with for many years and high on my priority list of issues to deal with. Surely it would begin to heal the wounds and scars that remain after 38 years of battling with my weight issues? I know I didn't create them, but I have moments where I aid them. What if I just "surrender and release" these issue that I tend to bottle up ... ? I realise that there are probably many people out there who have already come to this conclusion but it has taken me this long to get here. So I encourage you, now, to do the same. Whatever religion you are devoted to; whomever you deem to be your Divine. Surrender and release what no longer serves you but takes up unnecessary space in your head to them. Ask for their help and guidance. I intent to because I know I am worth it. But you know what else I know? I know that you, too, are worth it.
So, with our sight firmly focused on the awesomeness of the new year ahead (for it will, indeed, be an awesome year) give yourself permission to let go of what no longer serves you but continues to weigh you down, both literally and figuratively . After all, change starts with you.
May you be blessed with abundance in this new year ahead ... of love, health, happiness, wealth and wisdom.
Yours in inspiration,
Dorothy
